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hey guys.

i've decided to start tracking my calories on thedailyplate.com
if you'd like to add me as a friend and count your calories along with me, then click here :]


it has tons of foods and calories listed, plus you can track your exercise there too.

ok totally wierd....

yesterday i binged and had seriously lyk 4000 cals omg not even exadgerating. i ate lyk 10 brownies n half a gallon of ice cream n sum other stuff.

but i woke up this morning n i was lighter??

yesterday morning i weighted myself n i was 95 pounds now im 90 pounds!!!


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 Ok went to step arobics yesterday and bums,tums and thighs back to back so it was 2 hours of extreme excersing. And i felt so much better afterwards. well as for today i went to KFC for lunch cos we went out down tower bridge and i didn't eat at KFC however i bought regular fries as to not draw attention to myself  and pepsi Max i heard it has less cals than diet but i'm not sure. How many Cals in Pepsi Max? Oh my my complexion has become a nightmare it's horrid i never get spots, never got a post in my whole life and my skin is terribal nowadays well since i've started my extreme dieting so says my mum. She also thinks that my chubby cheeks are going, I've always had big cheeks even when i'm really skinny. ah well. Hope all you wonderfull ladies are doing well. Think Thin XD

 Ok went to step arobics yesterday and bums,tums and thighs back to back so it was 2 hours of extreme excersing. And i felt so much better afterwards. well as for today i went to KFC for lunch cos we went out down tower bridge and i didn't eat at KFC however i bought regular fries as to not draw attention to myself  and pepsi Max i heard it has less cals than diet but i'm not sure. How many Cals in Pepsi Max? Oh my my complexion has become a nightmare it's horrid i never get spots, never got a post in my whole life and my skin is terribal nowadays well since i've started my extreme dieting so says my mum. She also thinks that my chubby cheeks are going, I've always had big cheeks even when i'm really skinny. ah well. Hope all you wonderfull ladies are doing well. Think Thin XD

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 you know those days when you're doing so great. You've only had a handful of calories and you're workin out and you're super proud of yourself...

...and then someone puts a cake in front of you. 

I totally hate myself. I need a hug. 

So, I was meant to have 600calories today, but did I? NOPE :@

Had chips & a roll from the chip shop, so you know thats filled with crap!
And, I had a tuna & cucumber sandwich.
I would say the sandwich was about 400 and the chips & roll about 800? So yeah thats like 1200calories! DOUBLE my limit, thats great, just f*cking great.

So far I've burnt about 300 calories, so thats now 900calories, another 300 and then a extra 200, so thats 500 calories I need to burn tonight. Probs burn some danceing and the rest doing star jumps and me cross trainer thingy.

I JUST REMEMBERD IM GOING TO A BBQ PARTY THING TOMORROW! ergh.
I don't think I'll eat anything though, probs just drink a little and run around acting like a dick (:

Hmm well I now have a week to get down to 130lbs, I think I'll just get to about 133, maybe 132, but hey its better than nothing, right?

Well gonna go and to some danceing (:

Hows everyone doing whos on this diet plan thing with me? And just how is everyone doing in general??

Ly all <333

so since i moved almost 2 weeks ago, i haven't had a scale. but i went to the doctor yesterday and i was down to 115!!!!! my first GW!!!! yayyy :) i lost about 5 pounds in a week. Too bad yesterday i had a sandwich, a hot dog (EW), frozen yogurt and THREE cookies. ew ew ew not eating today.


stats:
Ht: 5'6'
CW: 115
HW: 127
GW1: 115
GW2(by July 21st): 110

So things have been going good lately. But on Saturday I'm going to Ireland for 5days with my friend and her family. They eat a bundle: Pancakes for breakfast, big dinner, snacking, alot of meat kindof family. I'm dreading it. Not only because I don't want them to comment on what or how much I eat, but because I'm a veggie, have been for years and I don't want to cause them any trouble or for them to make me eat meat =[ Please, God, don't make me put on weight on this holiday. I went to theirs for a barbeque the other week, and I just gave her dad a veggie burger to put on the grill for me (85cals) He put up this fuss, saying "Is that all your eating? Its not very much. Are you sure you don't want anything else? You need to eat more..."
Blah Blah Blah. Over and over.
Yes, for fuck sake. Thats all I gave you, thats what I'm eating. Shut the fuck up and leave me alone. I swear if they comment on my intake during the holiday... I'm going to have 1000cals a day. 1000 fucking calories everyday for 5 days for them. Just for them. For me - its a sacrifice but I'm willing to make it if it means saving our friendship. I know only too well how something like this can destroy a friendship-for some time last year my friends wouldn't speak to me because of everything. It really wasn't a good way to handle the situation in my opinion. Fasting would be ridiculous on a holiday like this. Restricting to 300 impossible. 500-practically impossible. Basically, it was made clear to me that I could go if I promised to eat 3 meals every day with the family. I think I can get away with 1000 on 3 small meals. Maybe? Its possible I think. I'm just praying it all goes okay. LY X. (Thank you if anyone actually read that.)

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Im sooooo proud of myself i have ate nothing today and i only had like 300 cals yesterday.... im doing really good...eventho i didnt do that good because i had to go to a funeral for my great aunt and I had to eat but i just had a salad a nice small salad :) so i feel like im doing really good... idk im just worried if i start binging again but i dont think i will. My mom still wants to take me out though and cellabrate me being a senior blah.. when she takes me places they are always places that only have food chalked full with fat and grossness blah... i need to find a way out of that lol. I havent had a lot of excersise time lately though but i havent been gaining.... actually iv barly been loosing im just basicly staying the same... hmmmm i need to get on that well thats basicly it for now ... luv u all!!! <3
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Hi there everyone,

So a couple of weeks ago i got into a cycle for like three days of only eating every 12 hours, and i lost like 1-2 a day.  And the weight stayed off for the most part.

My thoughts about this is that it is like fasting, but when you get to the point when you nibble something (ie 12 hours into it) you can!  By this time you know you are really hungry and not just eating out of boredom, and i think it helps prevent binges.

What i was doing was eating a small meal (200-300 cals) around 11:30-NOON, then going to work at 3pm, having a diet soda on supper break, then eating something small like popcorn or a fruit when i got home at 11:30-Midnight.   Then i would sleep till like 11 or noon the next day and start all over. Seriously it works.  All you have to do is stay strong and mentally think that your trying to fast and you can make it 12 hours no problem.

Let me know if you are gonna try it, i am curoious to see if it works for you.

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I'm going on a trip to see an old friend for the weekend.. I've never been to his house and don't know if I will be able to have any privacy to "do what I do". He has already asked me repeatedly what I want to eat for dinner every night and all that. FUCKING GREAT. I want to see him because I miss him.. but he is just another person who eats what he wants and thinks I am like that too. Little does he know. I'm overflowing with anxiety right now and I leave in a few hours for the airport. OH and we are stopping at the store to buy coffee after he picks me up because he ran out. Just where I want our first stop to be... the grocery store.

I'm regretting my decision so much right now. I thought I could handle this but I don't know.

I can't run home if I go too crazy.. =(
I suppose wish me luck.